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June 24, 2004

Walking Theory #57

Filed under: Uncategorized — Stephen @ 3:03 am

Invention, to invoke, to bring up
She who lives under the City,
Under the hills, she who waits, emerges,
Dissolves: She who haunts on cold, gray days
She who lays dormant, she for whom
I pray – slant of light through fog, a bright
Sun through the morning
She in the black gown & pink sash
She who carries the crimson
Wide-winged bird on her shoulder
She who
She who
Does not walk or talk
Tell me she’s my own:
Bread in a basket
Abalone neckpiece
Mute rainbow at her throat
Gold egg in each palm:
Who can read her ruffled face?
The ghost of “hello”, no return
And while I am with you
Count the shifting letters in your palm:
Shake, stroke, flame, turn, burn
Sugar the sky
Stamp your feet
Pull out the empty book
Breach, scratch
Hair by hair
Pink & tickle
Not here, nor there
Gone once, gone
Blank on to blank
Two steps over one
Mark upon mark
Word unto word
There one goes:
Flourish, flourish.

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June 23, 2004

Torture

Filed under: Uncategorized — Stephen @ 2:14 am

The first two paragraphs (below) of this AP article on the White House’s release of the torture permission documents make me wish I were teaching lit again. Would fit right into a class segment on the Oxymoron - or maybe in an a
comparative analysis with Fitzgerald’s, “The test of a first rate
intelligence is to be able to hold two opposing two ideas in your head at
the same time” (my paraphrase). I think our boy Bush tries to come off here
as saying, “I had permission to authorize torture but I did not order the
torture that took place though I was the only one that could order the
torture so the torture took place in spite of my order.”
O well these boys and girls do keep crawling into a deeper hole. One only
worries that for Bush to regain his now lost captain’s hat for leading the
war on terror, that his’n folk are not beyond provoking a little or big
domestic terror event to prove his highly questionable meddle. Yes, I say,
be vigilant and for silliness watch Ashcroft declare arrests of terrorists
in every swing state - as he recently did in Ohio with someone who had
already been incarcerated for 18 months. Oh well, timing is everything.

“White House Releases Documents on Detainees
Memos Say Bush Claimed Right to Waive Anti-Torture Laws; Justice Dept.
Disavows 2002 Memo

By Curt Anderson
The Associated Press
Tuesday, June 22, 2004; 8:08 PM
President Bush claimed the right to waive anti-torture laws and treaties
covering prisoners of war after the invasion of Afghanistan, and Defense
Secretary Donald Rumsfeld authorized guards to strip detainees and threaten
them with dogs, according to documents released Tuesday.
The documents were handed out at the White House in an effort to blunt
allegations that the administration had authorized torture against al-Qaida
prisoners from Afghanistan and Iraq. “I have never ordered torture,” Bush
said a few hours before the release…”

Oy Oy

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June 17, 2004

Walking Theory #49 - 56

Filed under: Uncategorized — Stephen @ 1:52 am

Walking Theory #49

“How are you doing, Mom?”
“Fair to midland, minus.”
“How are your dreams?”
“Oh, the other day, I wish
I had written it down. It was fantastic.
It was really something. I remembered it
All day long. It’s too bad
I didn’t write it down.”

Walking Theory #50

“The sun is always sending out
bursts of energy.
I’ve been on one
Since early this week.”

Walking Theory #51

What are the limits of language?

“No matter how much you write
you will never understand the black man.”
1964, there I stood, notebook in hand,
corner of McCallister & Fillmore:

Stripped bare by the observed.

Walking Theory #52

Does one pitched roof – up there,
The lateral saw-tooth line of them – each one
A little lower or a little higher
Than the other – wooden and tar shingles,
From dark to red – what was the question? –
Does one speak to the other? What do they
Carry inside each attic? What does one hide
Within one’s head? Does the sun beat music?
Does the rain cleanse the pain? Does one slant
Wish for the other? What does it mean (really)
“Stand high the roof beams.”

Walking Theory #53

Falling in love with Aphasia:
( )
Will you be mine?
Will you not say a thing?
Breathe on me
Go word for word on another level
Be the goddess of silence
Be the goddess of pure things
Don’t let a word touch
Shimmer (shine) always
No matter what is said
Orchid with white fallen petals
Empty virgin stripped bare
Green leaf, exposed root
Leave me hanging in the limbs:

Walking Theory #54

To remember a tree
By its clear-cut stump
The thick fluted Redwood bark
Woven straight up, formal & tight
To it’s saw-scorched, horizontal top:
A broken heart by

Walking Theory #55

Engine on, the silver Jaguar
Points down hill, the driver, impatient,
Waiting at the residential curb
License plate, blue letters on white:
NOWIT2DRY
Go, as one used to say, “Go figure.”

Walking Theory #56

Go indigenous in a small country
Color wit, fathom whos’ crime
Run the eye over the morning scalp
Champion the elevation of heart
Put brains to the desperate
Those who have built a house of cards
Watch them breathe guile & treachery
Threat & terror: wing the morning cup,
Speak truth to clarity, word by word,
Image by image, open-eyed and open-mouthed
Foot by foot into the gathering storm
The cards are falling like bullets
Note the Vice President’s eyes
Hysteria is a wanton, unwanted character
Flower by flower, person by person
Study the documents, the “material witness”
Enforce the constitution, take them out,
Vote by vote, hair by hair
Gather up as a storm, relinquish contempt,
We, citizens, democratic, harbor
Again it’s time: practice, enact, perform
We know – centuries past – gather up
Do it, do it with passion, the ancient – vote, elect –
Back on the job, go for it, to the streets,
Door by door, person by person, voice by voice,
Into line, into the curtained booth, choose, punch,
Go for it, the hard won, blood once everywhere spilled,
Enact, perform, I and you, everyone, on to our feet
We know the drill, it’s time:

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June 13, 2004

Walking Theory #42 - 48

Filed under: Uncategorized — Stephen @ 9:12 pm

Walking Theory #42

In memoriam, Steve Lacy

Go trembling up into elegy this day’s
Sad calling: no one ever said the roll
Would stop rolling that who ever it is
Wander this planet, this love, this green thing
An itch on the foot continuous to celebrate
Loss is no mean thing: I’ve charmed you,
Left you, embraced, the continuum, the
Line fragmented, tortured or an ecstatic
Release rushes the heart woelessly, yet
Who, what, one circles in & out over &
Over again: we strange ones, so familiar.

Walking Theory #43

He carries the printer across his hip
She carries the plug and cord:
Young couple on the street,
Children, so far, not ready yet.

*
At sunset an exhausted runner, her mouth
Tilted slightly up - a crooked, glazed lip
On a pitcher’s open spout:
In “prayer” or “penance”, impossible to say:
God forgive her.

*

There are holes one does not want to go
All the way down. Maybe a peek.
One sees them in Italy, in France;
They’re everywhere in Germany,
Ones that I know barely a peek:
Some say California is a deep hole,
San Francisco the deepest one of all,
Yet one goes, as one must, into the scariness:

*
Don’t ask me why you would want your mother back:
“The Darkest Moon” is a shop on Market Street
I walk these streets a certain vanity disclosing:

*
Wed the water
Wire the fire
Hug the mud
Put wind in her whistle
Music in your buns.

Walking Theory #44

for Fairfield Porter

Put a double mirror in each of your paintings
The glass unfolds a green towel, another a blue
A man in middle age, a rose pink robe
An island briefly off the eastern coast
A poet as his guest, the pigment applied
Thick, proportionate & radiant, a City face
Puzzled, relieved at the border trees, summer shrubs:
The lemonade at noon, perhaps a touch of something else,
There is a certain kind of history that is vacuous,
Nothing adamant coming or going, the bare tuck,
a gentle breeze on the starboard cheek:
One man’s loneliness is another to paint
One lives on gratuities, angels in the tender brush.

Walking Theory #45

Jackhammer the sky
In belief what do you want
Pale strawberries, blue cucumbers
Come on, get, as one used to say,
“Real,” admit nothing, something
or that you exactly know little
or nothing that what may or may
Not be wanted, a dormant strength
Awoken, a river at full wash
The grim grains, the dead bushes
Burnt out, the chokeberries
Asunder: admit it, what does
Not take the heart takes two feet
Pressing hard, this pen, a
Signature organization which
is to say…

Walking Theory #46

“The whisper is the portal
The voice has the power to manifest
The sound is the energy that goes to
The object we need to reach out to

Voices incarnate from other
Dimensions

How we make
Our voices to heal

Voices access other information
Knowledge from other forms of reality

Intention has a frequency

A readjustment
Is being made

Re-enchantment:
The need to sing.”

Anonymous, KPFA Radio, June 2004

Walking Theory #47

In the distance down hill into the Mission, China Basin
The marshland no one can ever see
The deep fill (cobblestone, bricks, ships & garbage)
The acrimony among developers
The militant greed to build, to extend over
The fragile, building upon building, loft
Upon loft, demographic joy, more people
Upon people, the way in which migrants
Equal profit, equal optimism: the way
Geology – packed with faults – inevitably
Interferes – yet the equally inevitable
Impulse to build – to swamp nature
Re-appears:
Only with great patience does one ever
Imagine to build a partnership:
Marshes back among our loves, our greed.

Walking Theory #48

White, chipped, the light across
The City –
beige, cinnamon, grey, blue
green, white –
the vertical rectangles, the
occasional dome, the local
pitched roof:

The horizon environ

Strangely “high” on buildings
The clatter of northern light

High is the wall
Low is paradise

When we cry without knowing why
When the light rips the inside sleeve

Add wind, add water
Join a mountain in the distance:
Wing wonder.

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Reagan Funeral Week - A Surmise!

Filed under: Uncategorized — Stephen @ 12:03 am

I cant say how many therapist friends I have spoken to this week who have
described the amount of Reagan nausea that has come into their offices. I
don’t want to think this is a purely California experience though our
memories of this red baiting, race baiting, anti-University, anti-public
support of anything Governor do go back further than the list of things he
did for the benefit of the national corporate dribble up rich and the right
wing (though he brought many of his California cronies - Ed Meese and Cap
Weinberger - among them to Washington.) Instead of Iraq being 45 minutes
away from bombing the USA and Europe into oblivion it was those Communist
Sandanista’s who were a 90 minute or whatever drive from wiping out Texas.
Of course, many of the sons of Ron - Negroponte, etc. - in Bush’s brains
today.

So we get the funeral with the 300 page Reagan Estate manual in which ex
Senator Danforth (who brought us all on his prayer full knees the Supreme
Court appointment of Clarence Thomas) is the minister, capped off by Maggie
Thatcher’s elevation of Ronnie to the Prince of Peace, doing everything but
making the claim that our actor had become Jesus reclaimed.

Of course the Bush Administration supported and maximized the final rites in
which they (too) could be immersed in this do no wrong to no man Christian
halo - don’t we all look beautiful in the radiance of God. Which was - at
least from this perspective - one hell of a way to put a religious missile
shield between this leadership and the ever growing, transparent
relationship to the torture of prisoners in Quantanamo, Iraq and
Afghanistan. Of course, those aren’t Christians and so, what say, not to
worry.
Personally, if I were them - looking at the polls, let alone the
investigations - I would be worrying a lot.

Please excuse my rant, but what an ill making week!

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June 11, 2004

Ray Charles - Gone

Filed under: Uncategorized — Stephen @ 12:33 am

That’s a grief - wow. Somehow never thought he would go.
The sixties, the seventies, where would we have been without him?
Georgia, Hit the Road Jack, What did I say…on an’ on.
Back when the Juke Box was still real.
“Soul silly” as in blessed.
RIP

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June 10, 2004

Philip Whalen - Journal - “Sierras 1957″

Filed under: Uncategorized — Stephen @ 10:58 pm

From Philip Whalen’s Journal, “Sierras 1957″

…Here, like the summer I worked on the Skagit, I am conscious of little more than the absolute present. I feel free of the past and from myself. There is the continuous roar of water & a slight breeze & I breathe & digest food noisily, but “I” has temporarily stopped his usual noisy clamor, feelings of imitation, frustration, ambition, remorse. The view of the mountains, the immediate trees & water & at night the stars - all can be looked at for any length of time & enjoyed as themselves. They require nothing - & I feel I require nothing either. I’ve been taught they are beautiful: they destroy “ME” & cut me loose to drift high as kite, “high on mountains & poetry” like Snyder wrote in his last book.
The question is, who’s writing this now, having these feelings and notions. Naturally, the same collection of habits & history that exists wherever this person happens to be…

(from the Whalen archive at Bancroft Library, UC Berkeley)

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