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December 23, 2008

Homeless Blankets / A Winter Series

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Wall Blanket, Bartlett Street between 21st & 22nd Streets, San Francisco, 2008

I am not sure - over these past several years - why my eye is drawn to ‘homeless’ blankets - particularly around Dolores Park and my local Mission Neighborhood in San Francisco. Maybe it’s the combination of shapes, the colors, and the particular circumstance in which I find the blankets - occupied or either temporarily or permanently abandoned. Frankly, I find the shapes quite human - as simple as that. It’s as if any particular blanket gives a short hand history into the life and character of its current or most recent owner. But, it’s more than a pedestrian voyeurism. In the case of this blanket, who is or was the owner, he or she who has the eye for such an attractive color and pattern, and who so carefully ties up the fabric and braces it against the wall? Is it an act of ’sculptural art’ - for the public, you and me, to enjoy? Indeed the figure appears as if is an over-sized Japanese doll, an orphan carefully abandoned. Or, more profoundly, does she appear more similar to a solitary, Japanese woman in an 19th century etching, where the figure - arm, shoulders, torso and waist leaning into the mottled gray wall - evokes a disappointed lover confronting the totality of her state of rejection? And, even if we accept any of these ‘negative’ interpretations of the figure’s circumstance, as a viewer, how are we supposed to also accept the sensuality of shapes evoked within the blanket’s birds and leaves, its curves and internal turns? Aren’t we hit with a paradox? One view luring out a patronizing compassion for ‘the subject’, while the other compels a desire to embrace, in a sense, to ’seduce’ or otherwise explore and - as if an old-fashioned imperialist - exploit ‘the oriental object.’

Or, in a simpler interpretation, by rolling up and propping the blanket against the wall, has the owner - between night and day - simply taken care to keep the blanket from the dirt on the sidewalk?

Indeed, back to the ‘owner’. Who is he or she? Why is this person - of such craft - out homeless, on the streets. What happened in their particular life to squeeze it ultimately down to making such an object, abandoned or not? What accounts such ‘pathos’, and why do most of us, myself included, don’t want to ‘go there’? And yet my eye and thoughts still go ‘there.’

There is no answer, really! Sometimes the beautiful and peculiar are quite enough without all this speculation. Don’t you think? To take in, to visually partner with the blanket without entertaining ‘a single thought’ as impossible as that may seem.

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Homeless Blanket
Cumberland Steps, below Sanchez Street, San Francisco, 2008

We rise & fall to grieve & dream.
Who is this shrouded figure? Why does the eye engage so quickly?
Solid & fluid. Fluid & solid.
Head tilted, hands clasped over the knees:
Dream ladder or, in this case, a stairway. As if this one had,
at some point, risen to be received somewhere up there
only to become faint of heart, or, by some force, rejected.
It’s impossible to know the actual cause of sorrow. Maybe
a field of dreams - so desired and wanted - was not such,
but a baleful place, a land of defeated souls offering nothing
but a horrifying loss of illusions. Who knows?
This icon - as so the figure appears - articulates not a word. Surely,
however, a sign of warning: loss is a permeable, fluid thing,
a constant offering, no matter how entrancing &/or beautiful,
its visible (here) manifestation.

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Dream Knots
Blanket, 18th Street, Dolores Park, San Francisco, 2008

Dream Knots. A knotted night, no doubt. The blanket knotted,
the tree knotted. We know this person. He or she never
quite wakes up.
A body in which each daylight move is a series of cramped nodules.
Nothing is fluid. Everything - large to small - is a hard lump. In fact,
we are known to call this person a lump. No,
more than a lump. Indeed, a multiple-lump.
The dream is to open each nodule with a sharp knife.
A careful slash! To pour the body forth in green vine and branch.
To sooth the unborn worlds of the living.
Again & again, to say good-bye to each nodule,
each, ever so hardy, knotted lump.

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 Tracks
Blanket above Trolley Tracks, Dolores Park, San Francisco, 2008

Someone got up this morning - a light or dark-eyed stranger - and left
a luminous trace. What was so dark, goes light: white gentle waters
in shallow furrows, eddies and ebbs. Who got carried here -
not far above the trolley tracks - through what channels of the night?

How do you carry your dreams through the day, wayfarer?

Is there, as some say, a blanket beyond the blanket?
Something covered, something gained?
What force compels the survival, sleeping and wandering here?
The shine within the shine - the ripple some call the marvelous.

The eye witnesses & does not declare to know, only, if so moved, to ask.

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Royalty & Purity
Blankets, edge of walkway, Dolores Park, San Francisco, 2007

Royalty of a sort, purity of another, abandoned, tucked together:
Exile provides it’s own punctuation marks. No, it is not nostalgia
for a prior country, not an altar piece where the local Monks, through careful discipline
and execution provide the presence of a Holy Other.
Those were cloths of a different, now lost time. In Exile the eye is
a rag picker, puts things together, one at a time. This one here,
that one there
; a good combination breeds a certain, momentary bliss.
In the open, outside the once well-made Temple, today, wandering,
these (the tuck, is it care?) two colors (maroon and white)
this punctuation, this ancient grammar (construct) that curious intersection where
a sentence becomes sentient.

Can you imagine a land devastated, one without any remaining architecture? Can you imagine such a land composed and spoken entirely of sentences in a language so orderly, and so radiant, that its refugees - though starving and otherwise defenseless - wander about (dancing, walking, loitering) without grief or resentment? “There are certain things impossible to take away,” these citizens will insist. “The construction of poetry, its edification is not only our bread and water. It is our architecture.”

To the contrary, many of us ‘others’, no matter the poetry, no matter the sentences, many of us, as though again ‘Eyeless in Gaza’, come to nothing in wordless, appalled silence.

As Israel destroys itself in horrific anger.

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December 15, 2008

Beverly Dahlen Haptic

Filed under: Uncategorized — Stephen @ 11:07 am

Dahlen Reading Dahlen.Tribute.12.13.08

Yesterday, Saturday, was Small Press Traffic’s Tribute to Beverly Dahlen, a lovely event in which I and several other poets presented various kinds of praise for her work. She followed our ‘footsteps’ with a reading of works, most of which had never been published in book form. The haptic pen was at work most of the afternoon - this piece is in direct response to Bev’s reading.

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December 8, 2008

Fanny Howe - The Poetry Center, San Francisco State

Filed under: Uncategorized — Stephen @ 7:04 am

 Poetry Center Reading

Fanny Howe appeared twice this past week for the San Francisco State Poetry Center. On Thursday, December 4, she gave a reading from several of her volumes and some new work at the main campus. On Saturday evening she delivered the George Oppen Memorial lecture at the Unitarian Center at Geary and Franklin Streets in the City. I am not about to paraphrase the depth and intent of each occasion. However, I will say that she and I are born within a year of each other, 1940 and 1941, she on the East Coast and I on the West. We share in common the experience of being born at the onset of World War II during which we our early childhoods were both embraced by the war hysteria and dread that informed domestic family life, particularly those living within the vulnerable cities of either Coast combined while our fathers and/or uncles that enlisted to fight either the Germans and Italians in Europe and/or Northern Africa, of the Japanese in the South Pacific. As such young children it was to live in a space of darkness punctuated by occasional photographs and unspoken fears. (Unlike, say, someone like Tom Raworth where the bombings over England were quite real - both in the onslaught and the visibility of the destruction.)

Fanny’s George Oppen Memorial lecture - taking a view into the history of the War’s impact - religious and philosophical - sought to put a name on that invisible, undefinable childhood space in which the family became divided and, in her case, the connection across the Atlantic to and with the world of Europe was so damaged. That paraphrase probably makes it too simple. In concrete terms, she used the occasion of the lecture to explore the relationship of the work of Simon Weil (essayist and keeper of journals) with George Oppen (poet and keeper of journals.) Imagining both figures almost as ships passing in the night, Simone Weil - a participant in the French resistance - escaped the Nazis via Marseille in 1941, only to return to resume the fight in England, where she died from TB in 1943. Oppen enlisted and in 1943 arrived to fight in Europe also through the port of Marseille .

#1. Fanny Howe.G.Oppen Lecture 12.06.08

Fanny’s lecture, essentially, tackled the similarity of issues faced by both Oppen - in many respects a secular Jew, but in no way ignorant of the teachings - and Weil, the Catholic, who was a constant critic of the Church, and grounded her Catholicism in her studies of the sacred traditions, particularly Hindu, of India. From an early age (12?) she began to have a working knowledge of Sanskrit. Without a transcript I am not about to accurately trace the connections Fanny makes between the kinds of consciousness that evolve and manifest in the work of both writers. In common, the war tests their in faith human kind is tested and worn down, if not practically obliterated, during which their perceptions and consciousness of the world are ground down to become as sharply refined as though perceived through a perfect glass lense, albeit, as Oppen puts it, as though he had passed through the proverbial eye of the needle.

From the point of view of drawing - making these haptics - it was delightful to let the pen, so to speak, partner with the wandering, exploratory thread of her Fanny’s voice. (As Bob Grenier, also born as myself in 1941, told me later, she could have read from the phone book and he would have still listened). She indeed permits the work - both the poetry and in her essay - to create a tonal space that, particularly in the case of the lecture, creates a third player in which we are not only focused on the interplay between Oppen and Weil, but given an infusion and drawn into Fanny’s own consciousness and presence in the world.

Currently Howe lives in Martha’s Vineyard in a home once the residence of Soviet born radical refugees during World War II. Her frugal existence is surrounded by a contemporary SUV laden world of wealthy homeowners. In listening closely, a picture of her emerges in which the vulnerabilities of the former War are still just as much with the present world, if not even more dangerous. In the spirit of Weil and Oppen, the under-over riding question and test of the spirit is whether or not there can be a credible form of belief or faith in the current presence of such major the ecological, economic, and geo-political crises, with the ongoing propensity towards cross-regional mass murder. How can one maintain faith in these conditions in which this country and so many others are active participants? What could be role of God in this on-going series of horrors. Why endure the presence of the worst?

It seems to come back to the role of consciousness, its purification. Her telling image of Weil is the one who believes there is a consciousness beyond the envelope of the body. As if not the concept of consciousness need be secured within the literal individual and collective body. It strikes me as a mysticism. A belief system in which one does not give up human care, and communal struggles for justice and well being, etc. At the same time, there is a faith that, at death, one enters another, larger world of pure consciousness. Whether this larger consciousness is timeless and immune to the momentary transitions and horrors of the world was not made clear to me. However, if I am hearing the argument correctly, in one’s life on earth, it is the practice of purifying one’s consciousness - going as per Oppen - through the eye of the needle that a life in the present becomes bearable.

Everyone, obviously, may or may have ideas on this prospect - pro and con. But it is/was lovely to hear Fanny explore these struggles in depth, her mind and voice forming a kind of metaphysical plow with which many seeds are planted, while the field’s furrows (language) take pattern over and through the world’s many shapes of horrors and resistance. In terms of this world, it is a language of consciousness which bears up and pleasures me to hear.

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